best movie ever

cleopatra from 1963 is one of my all time favorite movies... i was obsessed with it when i was little, i have always been drawn to flash and grandeur... i want a very grand life... with amazing possessions and power... it is just who i am..

baby, be mine?! no for reallllll

this is really really really yearning to be in my wardrobe... thank you so much, burberry london, for giving my life a meaning... i will own this someday... and it will be wonderful... and you... and you... and you... you're gonna love me!!!



uhmmmmm sorry... dreamgirls moment??


awkward.

don't be a drag, just be a queen-ladygaga

i dont think those words only speak to people of homosexual orientation, i think they can be applied to anyone... quit dragging your feet, shoot for greatness... have fun while you can... make the best of it... you dont have to be rich like the queen to live fabulously... its all the attitude....


its been 2 days since i have eaten solid food... except for a piece of bread and a few sticks of gum... i have survived mainly on nina's vanilla soy chai with cinnamon and nutmeg... its delicious... i just dont feel hungry.. and the way you get fat is eating when you arent hungry...

today in english, sue brought up pro-ana sites... (pro anorexia) and how disgusting they are and how scary it is that young people have access to such a thing... a couple people in class made some jokes about it.. which were silly and i laughed.. but inside it tugged at something... i couldn't ever get upset about that because they dont know where ive been in my life.. except for one. and she was very understanding when i told her... i appreciated that a lot... i love that if i told them, i know they would support me and understand what experiences i had over the years... i am really impressed with how far we all have come this year... in art and in life.. its been an amazing ride... i cant wait to see where we go...


i have to write an essay for english about something in our culture that has a widespread affect on how we live our lives... and from the discussion in class today i want to write about eating disorders in young men and women who are influenced by the celebrity image of thin and perfect... being influenced by it myself, i feel i could write a really interesting and intelligent essay.. i have to email sue... she is delightful, a little flighty, but hey, who isnt every once in a while... she makes learning the bland stuff a little better by employing video clips and interesting things about what we are learning... it keeps me attentive...


i need to shower... i went to sleep last night at 430.. woke up and went to class... i had no energy to get ready... ugly, right?!



tonight will be soooo much fun :) we are going bowling with matt and chloe and sean and meg... and im sure millions more will tag along :) it will be nice to get to know the new kids... they all seem really really cool! i cant wait :)


i stayed at school for almost 14 hours yesterday... went to 3D with ro, and got jack shit done... pointless..... butttttt we stayed after until around 10:15 and got an immense amount of work done! i was thoroughly impressed... good work us! my trench jacket will be amazing.. i want to knock this one out of the park... since it has to do with fashion, i need to put a little extra work into it to prove why im here... im excited :)


thats enough...


more later :)


that is all...

waiting... wishing...

everyday i check 4 things... well besides my email and facebook...


i check:
            -fuckyeahladygaga.com
            -lady-gaga.net
            -ladygaga.com
            -itunes store


all in hopes that gaga has answered my prayers and released the single or the album early... her new cd is going to be my soundtrack of the year.... or basically the soundtrack of my life... right now i am on the edge of glory... which also happens to be the name of a track on the cd... i have never had as many opportunities as i have right now... i will succeed... no matter what.

that is all

new me...

i have found a way to make myself feel better..

organization, new diet, and new outlook on life..


i want to lose 20-25 pounds for hawaii.... and by that i mean i want to look like i lost that much, i dont know if i actually can lose that! toning up would be nice too, aurora and i decided to start going to the yoga classes with our roommate and her friends, they all have lost weight and look awesome! I WANT TO BE SKINNY....


i really hope this works... it will


it will it will it will...


i can do this

"i have confidence in sunshine, i have confidence in rain, i have confidence that spring will come again.."


i believe in me...



i love sound of music...


i bought a new book today

this is my new lifestyle... i will live and breathe weight loss and education...

i cant wait....

i want to own this... its beautiful... i dont know where i would wear it... HALLOWEEN!


i love dressing up... its fun and nice to be someone else every once in a while!!!

feathers are beautiful... maybe i will make one!



NEW PROJECT :/


okay noah. remember priorities... no new projects, just get through school with good grades and a positive attitude, tell yourself you are happy and you will be. its all in your head, and in the words of my bitchy middle school principle. "make it a great day or not, the choice is yours"

DAMN RIGHT MARCIA LANGSETH!


she was scary!

that is all :)

super guilty pleasure...

i cant believe i am in love with this show...



BUT I AM SO DONT DEAL WITH IT!!!!

these are like the story of my life! hahaha i love it...



and jersey shore...



i  met new students today! they were all really cool, matt was really nice, phillip is super cool, he is going into fashion too... chloe was super funny! she is afraid of busses too! fatah was cool too she is also going into fashion! and she loves rachel zoe and jersey shore!!! I AM EXCITED TO BE FRIENDS WITH THEM!!!!



that is all!

fun things!

i like all of these things... also, when i am skinny i will look like chord :)


that is all...