new me...

i have found a way to make myself feel better..

organization, new diet, and new outlook on life..


i want to lose 20-25 pounds for hawaii.... and by that i mean i want to look like i lost that much, i dont know if i actually can lose that! toning up would be nice too, aurora and i decided to start going to the yoga classes with our roommate and her friends, they all have lost weight and look awesome! I WANT TO BE SKINNY....


i really hope this works... it will


it will it will it will...


i can do this

"i have confidence in sunshine, i have confidence in rain, i have confidence that spring will come again.."


i believe in me...



i love sound of music...


i bought a new book today

this is my new lifestyle... i will live and breathe weight loss and education...

i cant wait....

i want to own this... its beautiful... i dont know where i would wear it... HALLOWEEN!


i love dressing up... its fun and nice to be someone else every once in a while!!!

feathers are beautiful... maybe i will make one!



NEW PROJECT :/


okay noah. remember priorities... no new projects, just get through school with good grades and a positive attitude, tell yourself you are happy and you will be. its all in your head, and in the words of my bitchy middle school principle. "make it a great day or not, the choice is yours"

DAMN RIGHT MARCIA LANGSETH!


she was scary!

that is all :)

super guilty pleasure...

i cant believe i am in love with this show...



BUT I AM SO DONT DEAL WITH IT!!!!

these are like the story of my life! hahaha i love it...



and jersey shore...



i  met new students today! they were all really cool, matt was really nice, phillip is super cool, he is going into fashion too... chloe was super funny! she is afraid of busses too! fatah was cool too she is also going into fashion! and she loves rachel zoe and jersey shore!!! I AM EXCITED TO BE FRIENDS WITH THEM!!!!



that is all!

fun things!

i like all of these things... also, when i am skinny i will look like chord :)


that is all...

hawaii.... so close...

cant wait for my sister to get married :)

i am excited for her. her and mitch work really well together and he makes her really happy...


not to mention fiona, the dog that will always be their first child... she is super fuckin precious...




















aurora is coming with to hawaii!!! i cant wait to experience that with her! it will be so much fun...


we are working on the weight loss and money saving... i need a carry on bag for the plane... to put like "my laptop, ipod... and maybe a coloring book" in!!!

and a beach bag!


LV is kind of calling my name right now....







school started today... i am so drained, but i am ready to just finish these next four months and be done with fucking foundation year... everyone says it gets better next year... lets hope they are right :)



rachel zoe at the golden globes!! PREGO....

i think she looks amazing!!! her balmain dress looks sick too... all around a good job ms.zoe!!


i want to be/work for her


real bad....

ASTON WAIKIKI BEACH HOTEL.... I CANT WAIT....


that is all :)

golden globes golden globes

last night was awesome...


time for a little fashion low down...

Angelina...

my quote last night

"i feel like angelina is just real in movies and on tv and just shows up places and looks perfect but never talks and doesnt exist outside of hollywood..."

totally not true, but she is just too perfect...

i think she knocked this one out of the fuckin park... phenomenal... i want her to adopt me...

ANNE LOOKED AMAZING!

this armani prive dress is fucking gorgeous... she looked out of this world good...


i love a good shoulder and a modern silhouette... so good....





GOOD WORK RACHEL ZOE



(i love me some annie hath..)

i love jane lynch...

she finally opted for the dress... and she looked beautiful...

she totally deserved the award! congrats bitty... keep up the good work...









:)

dianna was one of my best dressed... which is why she gets an xlarge pic... her dress and bib necklace and simple earrings are spot on... not to mention she is a major hottie... haha

January Jones... in Versace... she looks effin bangin....  this dress was almost too seductive for the event but since she is so classic looking it worked great...



going with a little 2D Design term.... there is a very very clear focal area...


was that intentional?


"i didn't wear this dress for nothin'"-january, talking to ryan seacrest...

princess lea... rocked it out with oscar de la renta... this dress was perfect, especially with all the black she has been wearing lately... she looked bangin...



also, crying when chris colfer accepted his award... so cute... and proves this bitch ain't no diva!!!


LONG LIVE RACHEL BERRY DAMNIT










the green ring looks amazing with this

leighton looked really really hot... the burberry dress could have looked a little dated.. but she looks great in it.. her hair was simple but worked great... i love her

mila kunis... vera wang...


ENOUGH SAID......






she looked amazing....

ANOTHER BEST DRESSED...


finally showing off her precious little baby bump.... :/

i love her anyway...

this dress looks beautiful on her...

not to mention nat port can do no wrong.... i love it!

i love some sandra bullock in my life... she looked real good with those bangs... super sultry... i love it...


hope her and ryan reynolds are together... they would be a real precious couple...



this dress is beautiful... but i love some hand beading..

so i dont watch modern family... but she looks really really really good.. her mikimoto necklace was super pretty.. her dress fit her really well and she is super skinny... whats not to love???

all time best dressed of the entire show... her marchesa dress knocked it out of the park... she looks totally bangin... not like she can look bad... but her hair was great, her dress was... AMAZING.... and her louboutins... oh her louboutins...




she took it home with those shoes...

























LOUBOUTINS LOUBOUTINS LOUBOUTINS

she wore my favorite pair... i think they might be the hottest shoes i have ever seen on a woman... like if a girl walked into a room wearing these.. i would be all over that...

i mean she has to be pretty too.. and smart... and nice...

but louboutins would make up for a lack in smarts...



the awards season is just beginning.. and i cant wait.. THE GRAMMYS NEXT MONTH... GAGA PERFORMANCE...


i cant wait...


THEN THE OSCARS.... february is a good month this year...


i cant wait...


HAWAII TRIP IS BEING BOOKED TOMORROW.... HELL YEAH...


here we start the weight loss and tanning... im going to drop 15 to 20 pounds... if not more... i want to look like a burberry model....


or luke worrall...

he is my favorite male model... and i want to look like him...

or be him... except i wouldnt have cheated on kelly osbourne... because i love her...
and she is a hottie...




that is all.. :)

ps... school starts tomorrow... eiehackensf

HOLY CRAP

its been forever...

this is cracker... he is deaf... or she... i have to ask brie what it is...


we are in love...



even though he cant hear me say his name... i sense we will have a real intense and loving relationship in my time here at portland avenue...





i finally decided to get my act together and move back to st paul... haha i was planning on the first... that didnt happen...


oh well..


school starts tuesday... and i am a little excited... even though i havent validated my classes... hopefully if i am late to class they will take it easy on me... maybe i will make up a story about how my family was on vacation so i couldnt get in to do it... haha that will work!



keep thinking about hawaii... its going to be so much fun...



the weight loss begins now... im aiming for 15 pounds... but if i reach that... who knows... maybe i will push it to 20... it will work out and i will become a burberry model... and my life will be wonderful and fabulous...


i have so much to say that i dont know what to say... i will be back soon


that is all :)

2-13-11......5-23-11

those dates will make my year...

GAGA'S NEW ALBUM!



also occurring this year...


-3D Monster Ball DVD
-Possible Performance on the Grammys
-New Armani Designs for the Tour
-Interview with Anderson Cooper



i cant wait...

it will be delightful and i will have music to boost my creativity...


seriously though...


after i buy this album i am going into seclusion and i am going to learn all the lyrics... i will have them all  memorized in less than two days... i promise


I CANT WAIT