new years with my bests...

i missed you idiots.... a lot!

i love you fools more than anything! and i cant wait for next summer! possible OZARKS TRIP! hells yes... i enjoyed that trip immensely last year... it was the perfect ending to our reign at ALHS.... we owned it! :)


can't wait to celebrate the night away with you!!!

hopefully the weather cooperates so i can drive to the 55082 tomorrow for the lady's birthday... i will be sincerely bummed if i cant make it!!! LIKE REAL PISSED!


happy new year to all!

that is all :)

photography!

sooooo my friend nicole's boyfriend is a photographer, and i think he is genius!

here is his website

http://www.pk-worldwide.com/


and this is one of my favorite photos!

its the eiffel tower and i find the angle to be totally interesting and filled with ridiculous visual pathways... i love it


















photo by: patrick kelley




he is great! check out his website!


that is all :)

holy... i want to watch it again.

the black swan was fucking amazing!

natalie portman blew me away.. she is an amazing actress but this brought her to a whole new level... the oscar buzz is totally necessary.....

the costuming was insane... i loved it!

SOOOO FUCKING GOOD!

that is all!

i miss this woman

i miss you lady!!!!

CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU ON THE CELEBRATION OF YOUR DAY OF BIRTH!!!!











maybs we could match!




love love love love you


that is all

dear friends

sooo... its been about a month since we've had any actual meaningful contact... and then you get mad when i say im not too excited to come home... but hey! WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN?!

i want to stay here and hang out with people who actually want to see me and dont feel obligated to be friends with me because "we have been friends for so long that its just how it is"

fuck that.. make an effort or i wont be around... ive reached out multiple times... im over it... if i see you over break thats great... but if not, im over it... and im sorry thats how it has to be, but im not a "convenience" friend... i dont just sit around waiting.. thats stupid and pointless..


THAT. is all

keep pushing

i am working so hard, and i feel as though my pile of "to do" doesnt get any smaller... i finished my two major projects and feel incredibly confident about both... you would think that if you finished two huge ones there would just be a few more things to finish up... no... your list doesnt shrink. 2d portfolio, english resume, history quizzes and test, 2d online quizzes.... i want to feel accomplished but i cant bring myself to be proud just yet.. thursday at 1120.. i can start to feel relief... until then, its late nights, caffeine, emotional breakdowns...

JESUS, i had my 3D final selected for the foundation show at the end of the school year... i should be elated... but what happened? i got to my car, and broke down? thats not the correct reaction.. im just tired.. i need a break... i miss my best friend... who is really busy with his own finals... but it would help me to know that i have someone who is excited to see me when i get home.... i love where i am at, i am no longer just another "student" i have made a name for myself, the concepts of each of my final projects are slowly blending together... i am developing a style... but i just need to finish these next two days.. its hard for me to be so stressed, especially because i havent had this much pressure to create things before... i like the pressure... but at the same time... such intense work loads and deadlines are almost stripping personality from my projects... at least we had more time to work on our final projects... they actually mean something... they show me... they are noah christopherson originals... not just a run of the mill project that looks like everyone elses in the class... i am proud of where i am... i am proud of what i have done and what i have learned... i just need the time off to register what i have obtained and actually see how it is applied in art of my own style, with no rules or guidelines....

will i have enough creativity in me to create over break? am i burnt out? is it just this week? does my creativity run out? have all the rules stifled me? when is it time to break free and create for me? i know foundation year is important, and the education i am getting is really high quality... but nearly all of my projects lack personality... and i know i have a lot of personality... they blend in... people copy ideas, input changes our design.. but it doesnt make it more personal... it makes it more of a factory of meaningless pieces.

"i dont really believe in flooding the market with loads of goods that dont mean much... you end up losing your identity"- lee alexander mcqueen

i know its school and im not a professional and i am just frustrated with the slow pace of time passing.. and i know it will change... but for now, in my current weak emotional state... i need to vent about the lack of fun im having when creating some of my week to week projects for school... is that so bad?

I WANT TO HAVE A PERSONALITY AGAIN...


I MISS THE SPARKLE IN MY EYE AND THE DRIVE TO CREATE BEAUTIFUL THINGS.


WHEN THE FUCK IS IT COMING BACK?


that is all.

you see right through me

230 am... finals week... day 1. awesome...

this is what i look like right now... even with my glasses on you can still see the bags forming... which is why tomorrow the glasses wont come off... i plan on looking like hell all week and being cracked out on caffeine... if i crash, so be it, but this week is much too important to just get by... i must get these things done ahead of time... my goal is 1120 on thursday morning.. then its golden for a month....







"i am the master of my fate, i am the captain of my soul"

those words are beautiful and even more so in french. which is what they will be in when they are permanently inked onto me forearms... i just feel inside that everything in life is determined by how much control you have over yourself... you create your destiny, which is why i believe in karma, everything you do creates your outcome... which is why, sometimes, it pays to be selfish, but at the same time you must create positive pathways for others to succeed in their own journeys...

Je Suis le Maître de Mon Sort

Je Suis le Capitaine de Mon Ame

french is just so sensual and beautiful... it brings new life to words... even if you dont understand it... it is still soothing and beautiful...

there are many things that are important to me... and fate is one of them.

so when i die at the age of 35... i will have succeeded in everything that i dream of. i dont plan on growing old... i dont foresee anything past the age of 35... and some people think that is scary and weird... i think its natural... some people see themselves growing gray with the one they love, i see myself living a fast and fulfilling life with people who love me... and going out in style; with a bang. 

that is all. 

ironing

yeah... ironing my 3d project... i hate elmers glue... but it looks amazing... so il deal with it...


my mom decorated the christmas tree without me... i was sad...


but it looks pretty good... cant wait to be done weaving... it will look amazing and then the giant weight will be lifted off of my chest! only to go onto more homework! :)


brie is making cute noises... haha shes preshus... yeah i know... precious... im just that bored...

break soon... then exploring the city since i will have time!

that is all.

today is a new day

today is my new beginning... i am just letting things go where they need to and seeing where it all ends up. i hope everyone can do the same...

everything is repairable.. but everyone must be willing to admit fault. and not blame it on one person.


thats enough on that topic as its getting nowhere being posted on blogs...


thank you, jake.. i appreciate what you said.


now! onto weaving and homework! :) maybe bread and chocolate with kate muffin!

that is all :)

thursdays... ugh... typical lay around day!

ughhhhhhhh i get so bored!!!

 just doin some 3D weaving!

getting ready for the mixer...




















I JUST GET SO BORED!!!

that is all!

so good :(

one of my absolute favorite choir pieces ever... its just so simple and beautiful!


i miss choir...

i almost love choir more than fashion... ALMOST.... but not quite as much!


that is all.

classic day at como

we went to COMOOOOOO today!


it was ridiculously cold, but the indoors were clammy and awkward... how fun

this one is nice....

TYPICAL DAY.... "who are you texting?" "uh... why?"
the background of this is gorgeous... damn...

this photo is really descriptive of our world today... there is all this beauty around us but we are so enraptured by our technology that we just dont see it... so sad... but im guilty sometimes!

typical noah... SO FULL OF JOY...???


brie... you look SO enthused to be in the frame with me... i mean i know i look good, lady. BUT COME ON! YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME!








:)

that is all.

holy B

say hello to the hottest woman in the world....

this picture is fucking epic...





















that is all...



ps...


i have decided to look for jobs...


at a cabaret...


i have wanted to be a cabaret singer forever... i think it would be the most amazing career ever...


think about it... college student by day, burlesque performer by night....


pure perfection...


my 2D final project poster is based on a cabaret club...

the project must follow the word current... so i am taking it with the interpretation of our world is in such a state of transition and change that it is much like the twenties and how back then everything was changing before everyones eyes, people back then were experiencing new things everywhere, fashion wise, sexually, culturally and musically.
and today that is no different, things in our world are ever changing, the idea of sex is changing, the idea of sexual freedom, the idea that sex is normal and not frowned upon... the music frontier is changing and performance art is peaking once again...

all in all, the idea of cabaret clubs is to give yourself over to any and all pleasures in life... and i believe that is how we should live, never holding back and always reaching for the stars...


now that is all :)

ummm... okay. yes please

ummmm.... so good... at least when i found these i wasnt procrastinating and i actually have some free time

that is all...

sometimes you just need to cry

sometimes in 3D class (actually just today) i like to go into the bathroom...


and cry...

i dont like not understanding things... i like to be on top of things... and today was not one of those days...



it was embarrassing... i just looked in the mirror and said... "who the fuck is this? you dont cry. you are noah FUCKING christopherson...  get out there and conquer that shit."

i dont give up on anything... im stubborn...


i love chanel (looking at these photos put me in a better mood *i live and breathe fashion, i get a new assignment and i think of it in terms of clothing and how to interpret into something wearable, i dont know how to explain it.*)... and 2D projects when i can use chanel... it is where i will work in the future... the right hand man to the only Karl Lagerfeld.

i want to eat these... (but im on a diet.. its necessary)

i get a rush from fashion... its better than a drug... its phenomenal and something that i have always loved... i wish more people here would talk to me about it... i have a lot to say.



that is all :)

i am cannibal

BEST BIRTHDAY IN A WHILE!!!



friday night was fucking epic!

this should explain everything....





i look like i should be dead!
























excuse the bieber bangs.... ish....




GROW HAIR GROW!!!

i wish this happened more often! but i still love it here at CVA...






hopefully it stays this way...


i think it will...



my goal for the next couple months is to get out of the apartment more... not that i dont love hanging out here because we always have good times :) like yelling profane things at victorias secret commerials with katie.... and threatening aurora when she is misbehaving :) :) i kid.... kind of




but really, branching out is something i need to do... experience the city, find good stores, hang out with cool people!



that is all!

AVPM

a very potter musical



if you have to spend a couple hours alone on your birthday you might as well watch a very potter musical...




fuckin epic...




that is all :)

birthday

wake me up at midnight aurora judith and i will. cut. you.



:)

<----- il take one of these for my birthday please













that is all... for now :)

HELLLOOOOOO BIRTHDAY PRESENT!

OH HELL YES....

Tiffany is always a nice present!

that is all

M-b-MJ

i want to buy myself some new m.jacobs for my birthday... i deserve it.


ive been slacking in my designer clothing hunt... and that upsets me...


im aiming for a new bookbag and probably the ipod case, which is real cheap... so why the hell not!

1. blue messenger.... very nice, huh? good choice... sitting pretty at $199
2. black bookbag.... very utilitarian of me... available for the nice price of $129
3. marc jacobs headphones.... nice vintage look... makes me want them $68... (these might be a winner!)

some people might think spending money on things like this is stupid... but i like them, and i think for hard work we deserve a reward... and judging from my lack of sleep and high tension, i deserve a reward.

these shoes are ridiculous looking... i like it! 

thats all for now :)

back to the city... ready to go!

my friend samantha was in town for her birthday this weekend, so her mom invited me to a dinner at her house to celebrate.. only to surprise me with a birthday cake as well :) 

samantha's birthday is on the 14th and mine is the 11th! 

it was a pleasant surprise, warmly welcomed as i feel as though my birthday is being overlooked by my own family, as my mom and stepfather are going out of town. and my father is never really prevalent in birthday celebrations... hopefully i will see my sister somewhere near the date too...

not to make my mother sound like an insatiable bitch, she did decorate my doorway, as she does every year for my birthday.... i love her :) it was a very nice surprise... she knew i was bothered by the fact that i wouldnt see her on my birthday...

MY BIRTHDAY IS ON A THURSDAY..... dangerous

this is the doorway to my room... its pretty empty in there now! :( you can see my awesome floor-to-ceiling lamp :) and the model i painted on the wall one day when i was bored!  

on the floor are abandoned piles of art, books and movies... sad day.

i miss my room... 

anyway!!! i am starting a new diet... the skinny jeans are lookin a little too skinny lately... ick...

i want a new phone... 

my mom gave me h&m gift cards to tide me over until my birthday, that was nice! she is very nice to me...

i hope this week of school goes a little better than last week... i think having ugly tuesday off the list will help immensely!!!

that is all for now...

keep it couture,

from noah, with love

ps

this is really nice. i like these people!

they are fun and provide me with good times :)

off day

i just want to sleep... or go home... i cant wait for thanksgiving and my family....  i miss them.


today i went to SR Harris with Jake-O Malfoy and Madelione Granger... it was real nice..


despite my hatred for K.Hu, i enjoyed english today, we got to do creative writing. so i rewrote harry potter with my friends in it.

-First Story-
-Jake-O Malfoy
-Madelione Granger
-Kacie-Kace Potter
-Hannah Lovegood
-Lord Christophe-mort

-Second Story-
A diary written from Jake-o Malfoy's point of view...


both rather humorous in my opinion... i liked it.

I hope my week gets better... at least i get to go home and see samantha on saturday night!
sadly i have to miss the rave... but i like seeing my old friends... they remind me of the glory days of noah gabriel christopherson... its a good time.

i wish we could fast forward to thursday or something... i just want to sit in abbeys basement and relax...


its nice to have a family here...


halloween was so much fun... i won a costume contest dressed as aurora :) then went clubbing!


GOOD TIMES!!!



im glad i found good people here...


lets keep it going

keep it couture,
from noah, with love

i think its time you... backed off

the bitch just isnt that into you....





keep it couture,
from noah, with love

if i were a hipster... nanananananunanananananana

SO GOOD!

Aww thanks momma!



















all in all a very good night.... besides the theft and hiding like a damn fugitive in the car! i love my friends :) AL forever bitches!


keep it couture,
from noah, with love

new glasses....

so good... i die

bestest pal... finally all moved in... kind of... we are soop presh

almost so hipster it hurts :( 

MOTHER MONSTER!!!!!

ready for a good night at the u! gotta love evan katie and jackkkkkkkkattackkkk!!! SO PUMPED!

keep it couture,

from noah, with love

inner peace and english papers

this is coryn.
she is real cool.
and makes me feel really calm and welcome in her life.
she understands my quirks, as well as my love of whitacre, which to my surprise, not many people know about here...

she is really insightful and knows exactly what to say and when to say it.


she is real fun :)



english.
is a dirty bitch.

and we aren't friends.
right now, at least.


thats all

keep it couture,
from noah, with love

rome rome rome

why am i not there when i can stay for free?



what is holding me here in this chilly fall environment?



the blue sea, the delightful people, the culture! more than anything the culture! it's so dead here... let me leave this place




keep it couture,
from noah, with love

does noah shave in this bathroom

love them!!!











keep it couture,
from noah, with love

madeli-mad!

this is madeli-mad! she, along with va-jay-jake and kaci-kace and la-la-la-lauren make classes SOOOO much better!


gotta twerk it out section C!!! or C Section!






keep it couture,
from noah, with love