god im a mess

this is so sad! but amazing!





i love that dance! he is friggin awesome!





and this just makes me cry...




im super upset that i cant get the susan boyle video embedded... that really gets me everytime i watch it!


i luhh me some subo...

shag... i mean sag awards!

woohooo red carpet season is well under way... and you all know that it is basically the best time of my life... no really... for real...

dianna agron in chanel haute couture... she looks amazing and super hot! i love the length of it.. normally i dont like short hems on the carpet but she made it work! plus.. its chanel... and you know how i feel about that!

lea looks ridiculously good in her oscar de la renta... he really knows how to dress her! plus, she is super attractive anyway!!

january jones in carolina herrera looks super super super super super super amazing... i love this dress... a lot... she is pretty much the most classic looking actress i have seen in a while, but she knows how to work her look to be sexy or demure whenever she wants... i love it...

oh nat port... i love you! YOU JUST WON BEST ACTRESS AS I TYPE THIS... so congrats on that :) the dress looks beautiful... she looks stunning!

the side view... she looks great!

jennifer lawrence... she looks amazing.. i really need to see the movie she is in :/ haha but she has really impressed me with her style choices... which is really rare for a new actress to do! so good work! :)

KIM! MARCHESA! two of my favorite things :) i love the color.. she always looks good :)

my fashion winner of the night... mila kunis is alexander mcqueen... how can she not win! haha i actually have three best dressed, they are

1. Mila Kunis.
1. Lea Michelle
1. Dianna Agron






























so i like glee... get over it..


im thinking of starting just a fashion blog...


sounds like a plan!

spidermannnnn

i am super pumped for the new spiderman movie....


andrew garfield from the social network is going to be in it!


good choice :)

im super excited!


emma stone has also been cast :)

i hope this movie does well! im real excited!!!!

best movie ever

cleopatra from 1963 is one of my all time favorite movies... i was obsessed with it when i was little, i have always been drawn to flash and grandeur... i want a very grand life... with amazing possessions and power... it is just who i am..

baby, be mine?! no for reallllll

this is really really really yearning to be in my wardrobe... thank you so much, burberry london, for giving my life a meaning... i will own this someday... and it will be wonderful... and you... and you... and you... you're gonna love me!!!



uhmmmmm sorry... dreamgirls moment??


awkward.

don't be a drag, just be a queen-ladygaga

i dont think those words only speak to people of homosexual orientation, i think they can be applied to anyone... quit dragging your feet, shoot for greatness... have fun while you can... make the best of it... you dont have to be rich like the queen to live fabulously... its all the attitude....


its been 2 days since i have eaten solid food... except for a piece of bread and a few sticks of gum... i have survived mainly on nina's vanilla soy chai with cinnamon and nutmeg... its delicious... i just dont feel hungry.. and the way you get fat is eating when you arent hungry...

today in english, sue brought up pro-ana sites... (pro anorexia) and how disgusting they are and how scary it is that young people have access to such a thing... a couple people in class made some jokes about it.. which were silly and i laughed.. but inside it tugged at something... i couldn't ever get upset about that because they dont know where ive been in my life.. except for one. and she was very understanding when i told her... i appreciated that a lot... i love that if i told them, i know they would support me and understand what experiences i had over the years... i am really impressed with how far we all have come this year... in art and in life.. its been an amazing ride... i cant wait to see where we go...


i have to write an essay for english about something in our culture that has a widespread affect on how we live our lives... and from the discussion in class today i want to write about eating disorders in young men and women who are influenced by the celebrity image of thin and perfect... being influenced by it myself, i feel i could write a really interesting and intelligent essay.. i have to email sue... she is delightful, a little flighty, but hey, who isnt every once in a while... she makes learning the bland stuff a little better by employing video clips and interesting things about what we are learning... it keeps me attentive...


i need to shower... i went to sleep last night at 430.. woke up and went to class... i had no energy to get ready... ugly, right?!



tonight will be soooo much fun :) we are going bowling with matt and chloe and sean and meg... and im sure millions more will tag along :) it will be nice to get to know the new kids... they all seem really really cool! i cant wait :)


i stayed at school for almost 14 hours yesterday... went to 3D with ro, and got jack shit done... pointless..... butttttt we stayed after until around 10:15 and got an immense amount of work done! i was thoroughly impressed... good work us! my trench jacket will be amazing.. i want to knock this one out of the park... since it has to do with fashion, i need to put a little extra work into it to prove why im here... im excited :)


thats enough...


more later :)


that is all...

waiting... wishing...

everyday i check 4 things... well besides my email and facebook...


i check:
            -fuckyeahladygaga.com
            -lady-gaga.net
            -ladygaga.com
            -itunes store


all in hopes that gaga has answered my prayers and released the single or the album early... her new cd is going to be my soundtrack of the year.... or basically the soundtrack of my life... right now i am on the edge of glory... which also happens to be the name of a track on the cd... i have never had as many opportunities as i have right now... i will succeed... no matter what.

that is all

new me...

i have found a way to make myself feel better..

organization, new diet, and new outlook on life..


i want to lose 20-25 pounds for hawaii.... and by that i mean i want to look like i lost that much, i dont know if i actually can lose that! toning up would be nice too, aurora and i decided to start going to the yoga classes with our roommate and her friends, they all have lost weight and look awesome! I WANT TO BE SKINNY....


i really hope this works... it will


it will it will it will...


i can do this

"i have confidence in sunshine, i have confidence in rain, i have confidence that spring will come again.."


i believe in me...



i love sound of music...


i bought a new book today

this is my new lifestyle... i will live and breathe weight loss and education...

i cant wait....

i want to own this... its beautiful... i dont know where i would wear it... HALLOWEEN!


i love dressing up... its fun and nice to be someone else every once in a while!!!

feathers are beautiful... maybe i will make one!



NEW PROJECT :/


okay noah. remember priorities... no new projects, just get through school with good grades and a positive attitude, tell yourself you are happy and you will be. its all in your head, and in the words of my bitchy middle school principle. "make it a great day or not, the choice is yours"

DAMN RIGHT MARCIA LANGSETH!


she was scary!

that is all :)

super guilty pleasure...

i cant believe i am in love with this show...



BUT I AM SO DONT DEAL WITH IT!!!!

these are like the story of my life! hahaha i love it...



and jersey shore...



i  met new students today! they were all really cool, matt was really nice, phillip is super cool, he is going into fashion too... chloe was super funny! she is afraid of busses too! fatah was cool too she is also going into fashion! and she loves rachel zoe and jersey shore!!! I AM EXCITED TO BE FRIENDS WITH THEM!!!!



that is all!

fun things!

i like all of these things... also, when i am skinny i will look like chord :)


that is all...

hawaii.... so close...

cant wait for my sister to get married :)

i am excited for her. her and mitch work really well together and he makes her really happy...


not to mention fiona, the dog that will always be their first child... she is super fuckin precious...




















aurora is coming with to hawaii!!! i cant wait to experience that with her! it will be so much fun...


we are working on the weight loss and money saving... i need a carry on bag for the plane... to put like "my laptop, ipod... and maybe a coloring book" in!!!

and a beach bag!


LV is kind of calling my name right now....







school started today... i am so drained, but i am ready to just finish these next four months and be done with fucking foundation year... everyone says it gets better next year... lets hope they are right :)



rachel zoe at the golden globes!! PREGO....

i think she looks amazing!!! her balmain dress looks sick too... all around a good job ms.zoe!!


i want to be/work for her


real bad....

ASTON WAIKIKI BEACH HOTEL.... I CANT WAIT....


that is all :)

golden globes golden globes

last night was awesome...


time for a little fashion low down...

Angelina...

my quote last night

"i feel like angelina is just real in movies and on tv and just shows up places and looks perfect but never talks and doesnt exist outside of hollywood..."

totally not true, but she is just too perfect...

i think she knocked this one out of the fuckin park... phenomenal... i want her to adopt me...

ANNE LOOKED AMAZING!

this armani prive dress is fucking gorgeous... she looked out of this world good...


i love a good shoulder and a modern silhouette... so good....





GOOD WORK RACHEL ZOE



(i love me some annie hath..)

i love jane lynch...

she finally opted for the dress... and she looked beautiful...

she totally deserved the award! congrats bitty... keep up the good work...









:)

dianna was one of my best dressed... which is why she gets an xlarge pic... her dress and bib necklace and simple earrings are spot on... not to mention she is a major hottie... haha

January Jones... in Versace... she looks effin bangin....  this dress was almost too seductive for the event but since she is so classic looking it worked great...



going with a little 2D Design term.... there is a very very clear focal area...


was that intentional?


"i didn't wear this dress for nothin'"-january, talking to ryan seacrest...

princess lea... rocked it out with oscar de la renta... this dress was perfect, especially with all the black she has been wearing lately... she looked bangin...



also, crying when chris colfer accepted his award... so cute... and proves this bitch ain't no diva!!!


LONG LIVE RACHEL BERRY DAMNIT










the green ring looks amazing with this

leighton looked really really hot... the burberry dress could have looked a little dated.. but she looks great in it.. her hair was simple but worked great... i love her

mila kunis... vera wang...


ENOUGH SAID......






she looked amazing....

ANOTHER BEST DRESSED...


finally showing off her precious little baby bump.... :/

i love her anyway...

this dress looks beautiful on her...

not to mention nat port can do no wrong.... i love it!

i love some sandra bullock in my life... she looked real good with those bangs... super sultry... i love it...


hope her and ryan reynolds are together... they would be a real precious couple...



this dress is beautiful... but i love some hand beading..

so i dont watch modern family... but she looks really really really good.. her mikimoto necklace was super pretty.. her dress fit her really well and she is super skinny... whats not to love???

all time best dressed of the entire show... her marchesa dress knocked it out of the park... she looks totally bangin... not like she can look bad... but her hair was great, her dress was... AMAZING.... and her louboutins... oh her louboutins...




she took it home with those shoes...

























LOUBOUTINS LOUBOUTINS LOUBOUTINS

she wore my favorite pair... i think they might be the hottest shoes i have ever seen on a woman... like if a girl walked into a room wearing these.. i would be all over that...

i mean she has to be pretty too.. and smart... and nice...

but louboutins would make up for a lack in smarts...



the awards season is just beginning.. and i cant wait.. THE GRAMMYS NEXT MONTH... GAGA PERFORMANCE...


i cant wait...


THEN THE OSCARS.... february is a good month this year...


i cant wait...


HAWAII TRIP IS BEING BOOKED TOMORROW.... HELL YEAH...


here we start the weight loss and tanning... im going to drop 15 to 20 pounds... if not more... i want to look like a burberry model....


or luke worrall...

he is my favorite male model... and i want to look like him...

or be him... except i wouldnt have cheated on kelly osbourne... because i love her...
and she is a hottie...




that is all.. :)

ps... school starts tomorrow... eiehackensf