i dont think those words only speak to people of homosexual orientation, i think they can be applied to anyone... quit dragging your feet, shoot for greatness... have fun while you can... make the best of it... you dont have to be rich like the queen to live fabulously... its all the attitude....
its been 2 days since i have eaten solid food... except for a piece of bread and a few sticks of gum... i have survived mainly on nina's vanilla soy chai with cinnamon and nutmeg... its delicious... i just dont feel hungry.. and the way you get fat is eating when you arent hungry...
today in english, sue brought up pro-ana sites... (pro anorexia) and how disgusting they are and how scary it is that young people have access to such a thing... a couple people in class made some jokes about it.. which were silly and i laughed.. but inside it tugged at something... i couldn't ever get upset about that because they dont know where ive been in my life.. except for one. and she was very understanding when i told her... i appreciated that a lot... i love that if i told them, i know they would support me and understand what experiences i had over the years... i am really impressed with how far we all have come this year... in art and in life.. its been an amazing ride... i cant wait to see where we go...
i have to write an essay for english about something in our culture that has a widespread affect on how we live our lives... and from the discussion in class today i want to write about eating disorders in young men and women who are influenced by the celebrity image of thin and perfect... being influenced by it myself, i feel i could write a really interesting and intelligent essay.. i have to email sue... she is delightful, a little flighty, but hey, who isnt every once in a while... she makes learning the bland stuff a little better by employing video clips and interesting things about what we are learning... it keeps me attentive...
i need to shower... i went to sleep last night at 430.. woke up and went to class... i had no energy to get ready... ugly, right?!
tonight will be soooo much fun :) we are going bowling with matt and chloe and sean and meg... and im sure millions more will tag along :) it will be nice to get to know the new kids... they all seem really really cool! i cant wait :)
i stayed at school for almost 14 hours yesterday... went to 3D with ro, and got jack shit done... pointless..... butttttt we stayed after until around 10:15 and got an immense amount of work done! i was thoroughly impressed... good work us! my trench jacket will be amazing.. i want to knock this one out of the park... since it has to do with fashion, i need to put a little extra work into it to prove why im here... im excited :)
thats enough...
more later :)
that is all...
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