hey hey hey

gustavus with my bests.... its great to see these people! i missed them a whole lot...


went out to eat at patrick's and i had like 8 glasses of water... ughh.... i honestly havent had to pee this much in my life... shit



oops!

hot then your cold

im so confused with how you work... but i keep coming back for more...


my own personal path for destruction...


its just so addicting... you are my kryptonite... its not my fault...


its spring break... i just realized that i have been seriously neglecting my blog... so to all my faithful readers... (aurora.... possibly jake... maybe a dash of madeline) i apologize.. not that its that interesting anyway!

its been so nice to be home! we had a precious little family game night where my sister came over and we went out to eat and came home and played the game of things... BEST GAME EVER!!! super funny

:)

i miss college and my college friends but its really nice to see all of my best friends from AL.... i am going up to gustavus with jack(bff) and kyle(other bff) to see my two best friends morgan and abbey... its going to be awesome to have the fab five reunited... we are precious!


then the reunion saturday night!

i cant wait to see everyone from the class of 2010...

rated X
class of 2010

you dont know where we've been!!

HELL YEAH BEST SENIOR SHIRTS EVER!!

:):)

that is all :)

miley miley miley

im obsessed with this song....



dont ask why

sick of this!

im sick of feeling like a fatty...

so im going to do something about it...
GTL starts today...

well.... maybe next week during spring break... this week is really really busy! but hey diet can start right?!


im going to end up looking like this :)

omg :)

i dont know what to think right now :)


in a good way

a race which bares no prejudice, no judgement, but boundless freedom

word on the street!

GAGA BORN THIS WAY VIDEO COMING OUT MONDAY!


not only that but she is releasing the song in a slower format and then releasing a music video for that too!!!


i love my life!

Letter to A Nobody

Dear Girl,
Apparently you think I am a drunk mess. Well, that may have been true at some point in my life. But it isn't anymore. You are the dumb cunt who disappeared on her birthday and didn't come to school the next day and nobody knew where you were. You shouldn't talk about anyone when it comes to being a mess. I mean look at you.

If you are going to talk shit about me and my best friend, do it; but shouldn't you think about who you say it to first? Especially when who you say it to is one of my good friends? You are stupid... And your little tutus are ridiculous. They are cute on my 4 year old cousin. You are almost 20. Awesome.

So now that i have this all out; I am not angry anymore. Because you aren't worth my time. THAT is why I moved out of the apartment in the first place. Immaturity. The need to create problems when they aren't needed.

Sincerely,
Me

Noah Gabriel, Fashon Model

i wish... but maybe! today i worked at a model casting for MNFashion for the spring 2011 fashion shows... and i got asked by Sarah Colvin to walk and audition to be in the shows! FUCKING FASHION WEEK! granted... its minnesota... but this would be fucking PHENOMENAL! can you imagine.... anyway... i got new shoes and jeans.... i really really like them.... i am having a great day!


YAY!


anyway i have to go hit the gym

remembering

we sang this at graduation... and i was a mess... it was the first song i ever sang in concert choir and was then the last i ever sang in high school... im a mess now so it seems fitting to torture myself... i miss the old powerful noah who people listened to and respected because i knew my path... now im just a blob of a person with no clue as to what the fuck i am doing....

time to play the hills :)

no and ro take MNFashion!


just the beginning of our climb to the top!

no-lo.con
ro-whitport




biffles


obnoxious

so it begins :)

boredd and sickkkk

BEST ONE




so good!

ugh

im going to be completely honest... i am jealous


someone to talk to


someone to tell you you're cute...


or nice


or look good...


i dont know... i am really happy for you :) but at the same time... i want the same... so im a little green :)


congratulations :)

you really do deserve it! :D

gaga

thank god

 this photo is like super iconic.... beauty

AL!!! Good Night World

sfihoaofuhsaufjdsad



its been a while since a good night with my friends!

good night... i <3 my iphone!

sdfjhsgaipsoafpuhaoJIFJJIFUB

yes i woke up at 7 to listen to this song and it has been playing ever since...


it is now 730....


http://www.ladygaga.com/bornthisway/index.htm



its so fucking good... that is all i can say

HOLY SHIT!!!

GAGA IN MCQUEEN IN VOGUE
aka

my future bff
in
my future brand
in
my future domain....




for real... this is super intense for me... she looks amazing

here she goes again.... the article and pictorial are going to be effing ridiculous.... like buy 7.5 copies when it comes out...



for real..

born this way comes out tomorrow!!!!!

























that is all :)

FUNNIEST THING EVER!!! "OH, I PEED A LITTLE BIT"

uhhh yeah....

3 of my favorite things....


GAGA GLEE COOPER

4 days 4 days

friday... gaga is releasing the single on friday... i am dying...



i need some excitement in my life... a little something to live for

amazing

one of the most beautiful music videos i have seen in a while...


but contemporary dance really gets me sometimes... i just cant stop watching... so pretty!

gahhh i need new things mom

next weekend... iPhone 4 will be mine... if my mom makes me wait... i will pee on her pillow... ew... but for real.. ive waited 6 months for a new phone... and i dont like to wait.


gagas new single comes out in 7.3 days and counting...  i need new music so this is very exciting news...


i love it!!

YESSS!!!

YESSSSSSS SOOOOOO GOOODDDDDD

HOLY SHIT

im going to buy soooo many copies of this when it comes out...


ugh....

she looks amazing!!!!!

YAAAAAAA!!!!

new shoes, new ink, new hair, new sweater

i need lots of new things... especially once i lose weight... it is almost all that i think about now... but in a healthy manner.... because i dont need to go through that shit again... too much physical and emotional strain...


i found a new brand of shoe that i about peed my knickers over...

Rachel Comey of New York...

she makes the most beautiful oxfords and loafers... they are stunning... and fit perfectly into the hole in my wardrobe...

no for real...


they would look bomb with rolled slim fits or chinos for spring and winter, and even better with boat shorts and a button up and raybans for summer...


i need them...

 i am in love with the blue floral... they would look so legit with khakis and a tan cardigan and a scarf... i would pee...

also... these... will... be... mine... for... hawaii...


i love them beyond belief and i will buy them for myself as soon as i have $290... i can do it... its like losing weight... necessary... vital... stylish...




















i bought a new vintage lacoste for $85(!!!!) at Black|Blue last night... i love that store... so many amazing things... and they guy kept telling me that he would give me a discount on basically anything i wanted... i think it might be because spring looks are coming in and they need to clear out the winter... THATS FINE WITH ME... now give me a 50% discount on the brown Rachel Comeys and we have a deal... i might even sell you my soul.... that important...



also, i need to get a new tattoo... i really want

"Je Suis le Maitre de Mon Sort" "i am the master of my soul" on my right forearm
&
"Je Suis le Capitaine de Mon Ame" "i am the captain of my fate" on my left forearm...


i believe those words to be true... no matter what we are always in control of our own destiny... we cant always rely on the actions of others to help us, but we can always learn from those actions and our own to take us where we want to go...

all in all 2011 has some minor and major changes in store for yours truly... and they will be happening sooner rather than later...

that is all...


ps... i will be taking donations for Get Some Rachel Comey Shoes For Noah Fund

it is a charitable foundation that gives a lovely pair of shoes to Noah for his naked feet... they are oh so chilly in this harsh minnesota weather... donations are tax deducatable!!

god im a mess

this is so sad! but amazing!





i love that dance! he is friggin awesome!





and this just makes me cry...




im super upset that i cant get the susan boyle video embedded... that really gets me everytime i watch it!


i luhh me some subo...

shag... i mean sag awards!

woohooo red carpet season is well under way... and you all know that it is basically the best time of my life... no really... for real...

dianna agron in chanel haute couture... she looks amazing and super hot! i love the length of it.. normally i dont like short hems on the carpet but she made it work! plus.. its chanel... and you know how i feel about that!

lea looks ridiculously good in her oscar de la renta... he really knows how to dress her! plus, she is super attractive anyway!!

january jones in carolina herrera looks super super super super super super amazing... i love this dress... a lot... she is pretty much the most classic looking actress i have seen in a while, but she knows how to work her look to be sexy or demure whenever she wants... i love it...

oh nat port... i love you! YOU JUST WON BEST ACTRESS AS I TYPE THIS... so congrats on that :) the dress looks beautiful... she looks stunning!

the side view... she looks great!

jennifer lawrence... she looks amazing.. i really need to see the movie she is in :/ haha but she has really impressed me with her style choices... which is really rare for a new actress to do! so good work! :)

KIM! MARCHESA! two of my favorite things :) i love the color.. she always looks good :)

my fashion winner of the night... mila kunis is alexander mcqueen... how can she not win! haha i actually have three best dressed, they are

1. Mila Kunis.
1. Lea Michelle
1. Dianna Agron






























so i like glee... get over it..


im thinking of starting just a fashion blog...


sounds like a plan!

spidermannnnn

i am super pumped for the new spiderman movie....


andrew garfield from the social network is going to be in it!


good choice :)

im super excited!


emma stone has also been cast :)

i hope this movie does well! im real excited!!!!

best movie ever

cleopatra from 1963 is one of my all time favorite movies... i was obsessed with it when i was little, i have always been drawn to flash and grandeur... i want a very grand life... with amazing possessions and power... it is just who i am..

baby, be mine?! no for reallllll

this is really really really yearning to be in my wardrobe... thank you so much, burberry london, for giving my life a meaning... i will own this someday... and it will be wonderful... and you... and you... and you... you're gonna love me!!!



uhmmmmm sorry... dreamgirls moment??


awkward.

don't be a drag, just be a queen-ladygaga

i dont think those words only speak to people of homosexual orientation, i think they can be applied to anyone... quit dragging your feet, shoot for greatness... have fun while you can... make the best of it... you dont have to be rich like the queen to live fabulously... its all the attitude....


its been 2 days since i have eaten solid food... except for a piece of bread and a few sticks of gum... i have survived mainly on nina's vanilla soy chai with cinnamon and nutmeg... its delicious... i just dont feel hungry.. and the way you get fat is eating when you arent hungry...

today in english, sue brought up pro-ana sites... (pro anorexia) and how disgusting they are and how scary it is that young people have access to such a thing... a couple people in class made some jokes about it.. which were silly and i laughed.. but inside it tugged at something... i couldn't ever get upset about that because they dont know where ive been in my life.. except for one. and she was very understanding when i told her... i appreciated that a lot... i love that if i told them, i know they would support me and understand what experiences i had over the years... i am really impressed with how far we all have come this year... in art and in life.. its been an amazing ride... i cant wait to see where we go...


i have to write an essay for english about something in our culture that has a widespread affect on how we live our lives... and from the discussion in class today i want to write about eating disorders in young men and women who are influenced by the celebrity image of thin and perfect... being influenced by it myself, i feel i could write a really interesting and intelligent essay.. i have to email sue... she is delightful, a little flighty, but hey, who isnt every once in a while... she makes learning the bland stuff a little better by employing video clips and interesting things about what we are learning... it keeps me attentive...


i need to shower... i went to sleep last night at 430.. woke up and went to class... i had no energy to get ready... ugly, right?!



tonight will be soooo much fun :) we are going bowling with matt and chloe and sean and meg... and im sure millions more will tag along :) it will be nice to get to know the new kids... they all seem really really cool! i cant wait :)


i stayed at school for almost 14 hours yesterday... went to 3D with ro, and got jack shit done... pointless..... butttttt we stayed after until around 10:15 and got an immense amount of work done! i was thoroughly impressed... good work us! my trench jacket will be amazing.. i want to knock this one out of the park... since it has to do with fashion, i need to put a little extra work into it to prove why im here... im excited :)


thats enough...


more later :)


that is all...

waiting... wishing...

everyday i check 4 things... well besides my email and facebook...


i check:
            -fuckyeahladygaga.com
            -lady-gaga.net
            -ladygaga.com
            -itunes store


all in hopes that gaga has answered my prayers and released the single or the album early... her new cd is going to be my soundtrack of the year.... or basically the soundtrack of my life... right now i am on the edge of glory... which also happens to be the name of a track on the cd... i have never had as many opportunities as i have right now... i will succeed... no matter what.

that is all

new me...

i have found a way to make myself feel better..

organization, new diet, and new outlook on life..


i want to lose 20-25 pounds for hawaii.... and by that i mean i want to look like i lost that much, i dont know if i actually can lose that! toning up would be nice too, aurora and i decided to start going to the yoga classes with our roommate and her friends, they all have lost weight and look awesome! I WANT TO BE SKINNY....


i really hope this works... it will


it will it will it will...


i can do this

"i have confidence in sunshine, i have confidence in rain, i have confidence that spring will come again.."


i believe in me...



i love sound of music...


i bought a new book today

this is my new lifestyle... i will live and breathe weight loss and education...

i cant wait....

i want to own this... its beautiful... i dont know where i would wear it... HALLOWEEN!


i love dressing up... its fun and nice to be someone else every once in a while!!!

feathers are beautiful... maybe i will make one!



NEW PROJECT :/


okay noah. remember priorities... no new projects, just get through school with good grades and a positive attitude, tell yourself you are happy and you will be. its all in your head, and in the words of my bitchy middle school principle. "make it a great day or not, the choice is yours"

DAMN RIGHT MARCIA LANGSETH!


she was scary!

that is all :)

super guilty pleasure...

i cant believe i am in love with this show...



BUT I AM SO DONT DEAL WITH IT!!!!

these are like the story of my life! hahaha i love it...



and jersey shore...



i  met new students today! they were all really cool, matt was really nice, phillip is super cool, he is going into fashion too... chloe was super funny! she is afraid of busses too! fatah was cool too she is also going into fashion! and she loves rachel zoe and jersey shore!!! I AM EXCITED TO BE FRIENDS WITH THEM!!!!



that is all!

fun things!

i like all of these things... also, when i am skinny i will look like chord :)


that is all...