new shoes, new ink, new hair, new sweater

i need lots of new things... especially once i lose weight... it is almost all that i think about now... but in a healthy manner.... because i dont need to go through that shit again... too much physical and emotional strain...


i found a new brand of shoe that i about peed my knickers over...

Rachel Comey of New York...

she makes the most beautiful oxfords and loafers... they are stunning... and fit perfectly into the hole in my wardrobe...

no for real...


they would look bomb with rolled slim fits or chinos for spring and winter, and even better with boat shorts and a button up and raybans for summer...


i need them...

 i am in love with the blue floral... they would look so legit with khakis and a tan cardigan and a scarf... i would pee...

also... these... will... be... mine... for... hawaii...


i love them beyond belief and i will buy them for myself as soon as i have $290... i can do it... its like losing weight... necessary... vital... stylish...




















i bought a new vintage lacoste for $85(!!!!) at Black|Blue last night... i love that store... so many amazing things... and they guy kept telling me that he would give me a discount on basically anything i wanted... i think it might be because spring looks are coming in and they need to clear out the winter... THATS FINE WITH ME... now give me a 50% discount on the brown Rachel Comeys and we have a deal... i might even sell you my soul.... that important...



also, i need to get a new tattoo... i really want

"Je Suis le Maitre de Mon Sort" "i am the master of my soul" on my right forearm
&
"Je Suis le Capitaine de Mon Ame" "i am the captain of my fate" on my left forearm...


i believe those words to be true... no matter what we are always in control of our own destiny... we cant always rely on the actions of others to help us, but we can always learn from those actions and our own to take us where we want to go...

all in all 2011 has some minor and major changes in store for yours truly... and they will be happening sooner rather than later...

that is all...


ps... i will be taking donations for Get Some Rachel Comey Shoes For Noah Fund

it is a charitable foundation that gives a lovely pair of shoes to Noah for his naked feet... they are oh so chilly in this harsh minnesota weather... donations are tax deducatable!!